Hello OCD uk, this is my first time posting here. (26m) I've been lurking for awhile and reading other people's story's on hocd and intrusive thoughts. I decided I should post my situation right know..going through a massive amount of confusion around my sexuality. I've been dealing with homosexual OCD for probably 7 years on and off. It started with thoughts "what if I'm gay" and "false feelings" around different men. This has caused a ton of confusion because I always just thought I was straight never really questioned my sexuality before untill this thought poped into my head.
Yes for years I only listened to what I wanted to hear. I wrote off alot of my anxiety on OCD and not the main factor witch is I'm gay and having same sex attractions, the depression and mental stress is from the struggle to accept myself.