I've suffered a few different types of OCD in the past and it's normally around me fucking things up with my husband cheating etc. He has a new job and works with this stunning woman who is funny too and all my head is telling me is he regrets marrying me, I bet he thinks about her all the time, it's only a matter of time before he leaves me for her, how well suited they are. I get sickly jealous when he talks to her about work and I don't want to be that wife who doesn't trust her husband I have never felt this way towards him.
The guilt is killing me I can't eat or sleep properly. I was doing great for 8 weeks no going over and over ruminating or having feelings of guilt now they are back with a bang. Why do I feel the need to be punished
All I can think about is my husband leaving me or heating I don't want to check his phone or emails but it's like do it and it will make me feel better. I've never had this before so don't even know if it's part of OCD or my gut telling me something