Well, I don't know how to sum it up any better, I'm depressed...I know what your thinking..... "Why" you ask me? "How on earth could you be depressed!?" you say.Well, I don't have a single soul to talk to, and intrusive thoughts are getting the best of me. Why cant I just put these thoughts down, why cant I stop dwelling on them? I know there not me... But still... lifes a broken record stuck on a wretched song.Man I just wish I could figure this out...Need someone to talk to...Kody
Well its been more than a year, and I'm still obsessed with a fictional character. I think it started around August or September 2012.
But anyway, its still the same if not more so than before. Not looking for advise on how to stop. But I find it very peculiar...
I can understand this thinking compulsion completely, it basically boils down to that if your try not to think about somthing actively then you end up thinking it. Like the example I hear most, "don't think about pink elephants walking on the ceiling." Ok...
This is EXACTLY me right now, except for the relationship thing, not in one. But I feel numb to everything I once liked, either that or I'm questioning if I like them. All you feel is numb and indifferent. It's frustrating...
I have the same issue Lissa. Depersonalization, it eats you slowly and bothers you, that you feel detached and numb from the world around you. Its better some days and worse others though.
You can pm if you like.