18 April 2016 - 8:45
Is anyone having the same hell as me? For 30 years I've had this ocd hell! But for the last 3 years have been the worst! I have a fear I've being pricked by a needle and catching HIV! I've been for about 60 tests the last 3 years all over the place! I've phoned up HIV helplines weekly! It's been hell! Every time I see a little mark on my body I automatically think ite from a needle and convince myself I've got it! I've even gone to the chemist and got needles and pricked myself next to the mark I found on my body to see if it looks feels or bleeds line the mark I found! It's so bad it's took over my life to point I'd rather end it!