I Chucked It... (Still an ocd man but with some recovery)

I chucked it
it felt good
My mind was overloaded
wasn't what i should
or shouldn't do.
It was release
sod the consequence

That's living,i think
becoming pretty sure
that it's about instinct
NOT like before.

Counting and checking here,
recapping,replaying,recounting there
It can be a lonely life
if i don't trust and share

So i chucked it and it spilled
And i was strangely fulfilled

 

paulkoca,  June 16, 2011