Hey guys, any body out there reading my post, please give 'neko' few suggestions to not to quit life. She's in pain, she ain't replying to my message.
Moderator wake up and help her!
we are a family, we need to help her, please anybody?
. People say ' let the past go away', but does our past really leave us? Funny question............lol.
No, it doesn't.
. It is still with us. It carved it's own way on which we had to travel. I saw a straight line to my destination, but what my illness or just say a demon inside me made random, stupid and unimaginable loops over and over and now it seems like a puzzle with no clue where to go next.
. Well, I don't remember the last time when I had visited this site.
. ok, let's start.....
. I am undertaking a 3 years course in computer science, not engineering. It's a bachelor's degree in cs. Well i hate cs. I had to forcefully take admission in cs because of my result and ignorance by my parents.
I scored 59% in 12 th grade. My parents, especially my mom told me that i can't get engineering college and I simply believed their words and stopped dreaming about becoming an engineer( electrical & electronics).
Yeah, it's common. Happened with me too.
This compulsion of mine got triggered by a superhero movie character Tony Stark. Getting amazed by genius people, I started to behave like them. So, I wanted to know everything about anything. It was really exhausting.