I got a trigger like today i was cleaning my bath and remember I had a thought whilst cleaning a bath in someone's else's house back in 2005 (used to work for a cleaning firm) the thought I had back in 2005 is litteraly so vague..my mind tells I was thinking a murder i committed!!
I have a fear I have killied someone in my past and forgotten...im constantly going over how I felt in the past..because i have no memory...i can visualise myself living with what I done and feeling like a murderer in the past!! I do remember obsessing about something in the past!!