Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
As many of you know I'm really anxious about losing my benefits as the government want me to go job seeking without any regards to my ocd and other health problems and my personal life is a mess as my gf doesn't know if she is ready for commitment and won't give up anything for us to be together. Well yesterday I went out with my parents to a scenic garden for a nice walk an to try and take my mind off things, well my mum slipped and fell and banged her head and nose but mainly landed on her wrist and severally sprained it. She says she is ok but in a lot of pain with her wrist. I was terrified and thought I could lose my mum as well as my gf and all I wanted to do was call my gf and tell her and she could make me feel better but I couldn't because of how things are. My mum got ill 13 years ago with a blood clot and we nearly lost her and that is when my ocd took over and now I fear everything and that I could lose everything and everyone I care about and I'm just in pure fear 24/7. I can't sleep or eat or anything. Why is this happening and why all at once. Its all too much. I'm back alone in my flat now too as mum was scaring me doing things she shouldn't instead of resting and she upset me other things that fuelled my ocd. I'm so alone
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