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PARTY POISON
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I'm getting stalked by silver cars - the people in them, not the cars.

They say get your message out there.

Mon Nov 8 2010 21:02:32 #
Tess
Member

Hi Nic
Sorry to hear about your concerns. We live in a fairly isolated area and I thought we were being watched yesterday by someone in a siver/beige car who had parked on the verge looking straight into our windows, in fact he was there for so long we became afraid to go out in case he was waiting for an opportunity to break in. But I locked up 'extra' carefully and as luck would have it as we drove down the road we had to pull in to let another car pass just opposite where he was sitting and we took the car registration number and had a good look at the occupant - and he had his lunchbox and a flask and an insulated cup in his hand, and a yellow jacket on the back seat so he must have been working nearby. It's so easy to imagine you are being watched, especially when silver is the most popular car colour but there is bound to be a much simpler explanation.

Tue Nov 9 2010 9:41:12 #
PARTY POISON
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Well I get watched anyway, with the cars it's new.

I can't get the registration numbers - because they don't stop and just keep passing by.
They used silver because it's popular - although black is most popular, they just want me to get sensitive - so the website says.

Tue Nov 9 2010 13:46:45 #
Unregistered

Silver cars are always passing by me (I'm on a main road). As Tess says, it's the most popular colour.

They aren't watching you, Nicola.

Love, Tricia.

Tue Nov 9 2010 14:44:50 #
PARTY POISON
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Black is the most popular.

The road isn't even that busy really.

They are watching it's just another form of surveillance along with the cameras and the sleeper cells outside.
Such a great job as well convincing nearly everyone.

Tue Nov 9 2010 15:20:49 #
PARTY POISON
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Don't suppose it really matters - I know where I'll be off soon.

Thu Nov 11 2010 11:38:49 #
Unregistered

Dear Nicola, Please take the medication, don't go back to hospital!

Love, Tricia.

Thu Nov 11 2010 13:32:15 #
brennie
Member

Niccola, you need to take the medication urgently, there are no silver cars watching you.
Regards Brennie

Thu Nov 11 2010 15:23:38 #
Unregistered

Dear Nicola

I do agree with Tricia and Brennie. I do think you need to take the meds.

I know you hate taking the meds but this is a far better option for you than going back into hospital.

Please phone, email or text if you want a chat.

Love
Anne

Thu Nov 11 2010 19:14:34 #
PARTY POISON
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Last time they said that - it didn't happen.

It's for my health and others safety.

Thu Nov 11 2010 20:20:09 #
Unregistered

Well it is possible that they hope you will take the meds of your own accord.

If they want you take meds for your health and for others' safety you really should take them - you know this.

Please listen to them Nicola. They are only trying to help.

Thu Nov 11 2010 21:30:39 #
PARTY POISON
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Well last time they chose for me - even though I said I'd take meds.

They just don't understand, I'm not psychotic - I'm being gang stalked.
They should be thinking of my safety - not the people trying to kill me.

Thu Nov 11 2010 22:00:48 #
Unregistered

Dear Nicola, Surely ‘T’ has told you that no-one is out to kill you? I know how much you trust and respect her. You are suffering so badly and it is possible that after taking medication for a longer period of time, you will see things as clearly as the rest of us can. We feel so helpless, Nicola.

Has anyone said what medication it would be this time?

Love, Tricia.

Fri Nov 12 2010 14:04:30 #
Unregistered

P.S. I am sure you’ve been told this, but do remember that the definition of psychosis is a distorted perception of reality. When someone is suffering the way you are, they don’t realize they are psychotic. What they feel does seem totally real to them. It’s why you need to listen to ‘T’ and those you trust.

Fri Nov 12 2010 14:09:21 #
PARTY POISON
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Yes she did, but I heard it in the song as well, she said it was because I was trying to make a connection with something, she knows I have no friends and 1 online friend.

I think it made more sense my way though.
Things that aren't real don't happen - but I've seen it happen.

It's still abilify - they just want to control me, make me vunerable, they made it this way so no one would believe me.

Sun Nov 14 2010 13:05:20 #
Wombat140
Member

I'm sorry life is still so difficult for you, Nicola. I'd take that "Gang Stalking" website with a pinch of salt if I were you. Remember, you don't have to be entirely sane to start a website - in fact sometimes it seems that there are more delusional people on the Internet than normal people! I've not seen that particular site before, but I've seen others like it. (They tend to crop up near the paranormal sites I'm interested in - which also have to be taken with a pinch of salt!) Often, though they seem quite rational, looking at things the author says in other places shows otherwise.

I do sympathise about the medication - what a position to be stuck in! Though I admit I've never been quite sure why you're so bothered about taking the medication, since you say you had no side effects. Incidentally, did they reckon it helped last time? If not, why are they prescribing it again this time? I mention that because you said some pretty peculiar things last time you were on it - as you admitted at the time!
Best of luck,
Wombat140

Thu Nov 18 2010 20:50:32 #
PARTY POISON
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I don’t believe everything single thing I read - except for 1 site.
Just everything I said was on the website, that could just be because that person is also psychotic.

Medication will make me vulnerable that’s why.
They don’t want me getting too confused.
Yeah the same one - well everyone could tell when I stopped taking it.

Love what you do and who you truly are.
Be willing to die for it.
If you are true to yourself, you can never go wrong.

Tue Nov 23 2010 12:14:55 #