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So I saw my nurse today - she said maybe I should take anti-depressants, I told her I wasn't depressed, she said I didn't look happy - but that's because she changes what she said
Signalling - Yes I will come to the police with you. couple weeks later - I'm not going to see the police.

Anyway when I used to see my psychologist just about OCD, she said maybe I had overvalued ideas. So since it's a bit like what I'm doing with her now - although not actually the same.
How did people get over their overvalued ideas?

Nicola

Mon Oct 18 2010 12:12:32 #
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Dear Nicola, I didn’t want to ignore you, but I don’t have very long to reply right now. I just want you to know I am thinking of you.

Love, Tricia.

Mon Oct 18 2010 13:19:56 #
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Thanks, probably just ask my doctor - because wow has it just clicked what my nurse thinks.
Maybe she believes I have OCD, I thought it was bad enough they thought I was psychotic - but she doesn't believe what is really happening is caused by that.
All the way back from 2007 it's the thing I dodn't want to be.

Tue Oct 19 2010 13:57:47 #
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Friday please hurry up !!!!!!!!

Wed Oct 20 2010 10:38:15 #
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Dear Nicola, It looks as if I am ignoring you, but I’ve been struggling to answer your original message. I was unsure if I had actually got over my overvalued ideas, but I realize I have some of them, others I am actually worse, so I am not the best person to help!

I do know that while we remain convinced that our overvalued ideas are right we are very difficult to treat.

Is it Friday you see your psychologist?

Love, Tricia.

Wed Oct 20 2010 12:55:14 #
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It was because I was thinking if there was a way to get over those, I could try it for something else to see if it would make a difference, I don't want to let down my doctor either.

Yeah Friday
I just hope my nurse hasn't been in touch with her, because there is no way I'm going to be labelled with Munchausens.

Wed Oct 20 2010 14:56:30 #
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So I did research - I fit 1 of the things.

So my doctor will think this as well - because she was talking about it last time.
So there goes the OCD as well, seems like I was right back in 2007.

They all think I'm faking - but I'm not

Thu Oct 21 2010 12:08:21 #
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Dear Nicola, No-one would diagnose you with Munchausen’s!!!! You remember the psychologist who told you if you were an attention seeker you were not trying hard enough (or words to that effect!). You are nothing like a person with Munchausen's.

I find it hard to believe that anyone would think you are faking anything.

Love, Tricia.

Thu Oct 21 2010 12:31:15 #
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Hi Nicola

So sorry, I now see what you meant by the text this morning. I had not read your thread.

I am definitely not in agreement with them. I am with you and Tricia. How can they possibly suggest you have Muunchasen's? Over the last 12 months I have spoken to you and texted with you and emailed with you and I know you are not faking anything.

Love
Anne

Thu Oct 21 2010 12:57:53 #
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Eagerness to talk about it - I do that I talk about it.

My doctor said I shouldn't want to talk about it - then later my nurse was saying all that other stuff - just without saying the word.

Im not faking it - but they all think that, I don't know what to do tomorrow.

Thu Oct 21 2010 13:50:17 #
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We know that Nic.

Best of luck tomorrow.

Let us know how you get on.

Thu Oct 21 2010 14:23:57 #
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I don't have Munchausens
Well I know I didn't - was worried others were thinking that.

I just got confused with not believing and making stuff up.

It was a good session today

Fri Oct 22 2010 11:31:54 #
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Dear Nicola, I think we all knew 100% that you hadn't, but it's good that this has been cleared up and that you had a good session.

Love, Tricia.

Sat Oct 23 2010 12:59:47 #
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Yeah I knew I didn't have it - so I'm glad other people know that, especially my psychologist

I guess I did just mix it up.

I don't know about my nurse though - because it did make sense.

Anyway now just the hardest part to do

Sat Oct 23 2010 15:02:21 #
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The munchausens part could be OCD, but it was pretty clear at the same time.

The rest isn't working out - just more to confirm it, I didn't relate to the book I downloaded, I can't accept, with proof being thrown at me.

Mon Oct 25 2010 14:17:00 #
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Well I can't do it - no one wants to help or understand.

There's only one way they would believe me, but then it would be made to look accidental - so I doubt it.
It's all there sealed up and it's never going to open - because no one is going to get a chance.

If I had tried to be less transparent - maybe the attention seeking would never have happened.

Wed Oct 27 2010 10:33:23 #
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Dear Nicola, I think many want to help, but I admit we are struggling to understand, which must be so frustrating for you.

Love, Tricia.

Wed Oct 27 2010 11:55:35 #
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No - I explain myself as clear as glass and still no one wants to understand or listen.

Why do you think I got banned from here twice? Because everyone is against me, I can't fit in anywhere - they know who I am and they constantly remind me.
Not long until total isolation and then when they step it up - I won't have a chance.

They took 1 of my fears and used it against me - just constantly rape my mind and always in front.

Wed Oct 27 2010 12:17:38 #
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I always listen, Nicola. It's only as clear as glass to you because you understand it. I'm not saying it's your fault. Also, I know for a fact that many people here care about you. We just struggle to understand and we don't know what to say.

Love, Tricia.

Wed Oct 27 2010 12:30:12 #
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Yeah and it's always back to no one believing me.

Wed Oct 27 2010 13:24:59 #
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I want to stress that I don't think you are making anything up, and I don't think others here believe that either.

Tricia x

Thu Oct 28 2010 13:37:28 #
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I know for sure some people believe me 100%

I know some people think I make it all up.

Most people just don't believe me - if people don't believe me, I have a huge disadvantage before I start.

So which one are you then?

Thu Oct 28 2010 15:29:02 #
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Dear Nicola, I'm in the same place I've always been. I trust you 100% not to lie or make things up. You are one of the few people I know who has never lied to me. It would be wrong of me, though, to say I think you are right about everything you believe is happening. I am certainly not in the second group you mentioned. I know you have made nothing up.

Love, Tricia.

Fri Oct 29 2010 12:57:36 #
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Well I am right and it's getting more intense, but if no one believes me what's the point in talking about it.

Obviously not wanted on here anyway - no one agrees with me on anything.

Fri Oct 29 2010 19:52:52 #
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I know for sure some people believe me 100%

I know some people think I make it all up.

Most people just don't believe me - if people don't believe me, I have a huge disadvantage before I start.

So which one are you then?

That is how life is, or to be more correct, that is how people are. I find it is the same with people who know me and know how I am and with people who have never met me before. There is no difference. Basically, some people will believe you and others won't. You are no different from anyone else.

Take care,
Jerama

Fri Oct 29 2010 20:00:31 #
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I have 1 person that believes me.
More know it's true - but they aren't on my side.

I am pretty different - not many people have a conspricay against them - that is growing all the time, or have cameras outside watching them, I could go on - but I won't.

Fri Oct 29 2010 22:25:05 #
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It's all online - everything that has been happening to me - it is to other people.
It's gang stalking - all on the site, mind control and everything.

I knew I wasn't ill - I'm a victim a target.

Sat Oct 30 2010 15:14:20 #
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Hi Nicola

Send me an email so we can have a proper discussion.

Love
Anne

Sat Oct 30 2010 17:21:44 #
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Someone had this for 25 years, I can't cope with that.

Sun Oct 31 2010 15:15:21 #
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Well my nurse can't even be bothered to come see me, pretty sure I know why.

I'm going to call the police later for some advice - because it's defintely working.

Mon Nov 1 2010 11:46:09 #