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DEAD!
Blocked

I just did one of those online tests, I scored high on 2 things. I took 1 of them seperately and I scored kind of high again.
I don't put lots of faith in them - just wonder if that's how other people see me.

Anyway I have this stuff going round in my head, like fantasies, not sexual - that would make me sick. It's always the same person, this stuff isn't normal. I don't want to do this stuff - but sometimes I don't feel totally in control.

I can't even distract myself from it.

Nicola

Sun Jan 3 2010 12:29:53 #
Truddles
Member

Hi Nicola,
Sorry that you're going through a rough patch. But to a certain degree you have managed to distract yourself from it by coming on the forum so give yourself a pat on the back for that.
You know where we all are if you need to talk.
Truddles

Sun Jan 3 2010 12:46:43 #
DEAD!
Blocked

Yeah I guess - it just comes back though.
I know what she's doing - she's laughing at me, we both know how it is, she's totally in their control, not in the same reality as eveyone else.

I think I need to see her - or its never going to stop.

Sun Jan 3 2010 14:11:14 #
DEAD!
Blocked

Saving the world isn't going well either

Sun Jan 3 2010 15:01:20 #
DEAD!
Blocked

I bet she's involved with that as well.
I just need some way to find it all out.

Sun Jan 3 2010 15:38:07 #
Wombat140
Member

Nicola, we aren't psychic!
What were the online tests for? I'd say the answer was more likely wrong than not, whatever it was. I know those online tests!

I know what she's doing - she's laughing at me, we both know how it is, she's totally in their control, not in the same reality as eveyone else.

What's she doing, and who is she?
As for the other business, I wish you'd write to me - you did say you would. I'd love to try and help, but I can't if I have no idea what's going on. And you know how difficult it is to discuss this on the forum itself.

Best wishes,
Wombat140

Sun Jan 3 2010 19:08:21 #
DEAD!
Blocked

The online test was kind of right - one of the symptoms anyway.

Yeah that - I'm meant to leave it - I have a few more things to do - I don't really want to leave it - but maybe at least until I hear something else.
Thanks anyway.

Tue Jan 5 2010 17:53:42 #
Wombat140
Member

Fair enough. I hope things work out.
Wombat140

Wed Jan 6 2010 18:27:38 #
DEAD!
Blocked

Yeah my doctor said I should.

They won't - I know

Wed Jan 6 2010 19:23:17 #