It's been driving me mad recently, I can't work out whether it is because of the OCD or not, but I'm obsessed with what I eat and how much of my guideline daily amount it's worth. Everyday I draw up tables of everything I eat and work out the nutritional content and what percentage of my recommended amount of calories, fat, saturated fat, sugar and salt each item is. I get really anxious if I eat something that doesn't have nutritional info on it so I can't work out exactly how much fat etc. is in it and I have to try and estimate.
And from what I work out I often seem to go over the amount of stuff I'm supposed to consume each day and I get anxious about my heart and fat building up in my arteries. I'm not worried about getting fat, just about what is going on inside that I can't see. Everything is about healthy eating now and what's bad for and what isn't and how much of everything you should eat and it's so confusing! I want to be able to eat and enjoy it, be healthy but not obsessively so, but I just can't not do all this calculating and ruminating over every mouthful.
Does anyone one else have this problem, or has anyone had it in the past? It's really time consuming and it's making me stressed. Other than germs, food seems to be all I think about sometimes.
I'm scared of developing an eating disorder.
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