OCD Action

DEAD!
Blocked

Ok I'm not sure what's wrong, but I can't cope with the cameras and other people, at first I could, but it's so much harder now.

I thought I had something awesome, but my nurse and psychiatrist didn't see it that way, so neither will the police

I'm worried they're going to control my thoughts again - just like last time and I'm scared of what could happen.

They are controlling someone right now, well they have been for a few weeks and my nurse has been awesome to listen about that.

I don't want meds or to go to hospital - but I don't know what to do anymore - I don't even know what's wrong.

Suicide isn't an option - that's what they want.

I don't even know if it was right to post this - but they'll already know.

Nicola

Wed Jun 24 2009 20:00:09 #
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Dear Nicola, The thing that was awesome, have you shown it to your psychologist yet? Do you see her tomorrow?

Your fear must have reached an unbearable level. I know you won't go to hospital, but is it not worth trying medication now? I can't bear to think how badly you are suffering.

Love, Tricia x

Thu Jun 25 2009 14:46:37 #
DEAD!
Blocked

Well I can't really show her that, and the other - well it doesn't really matter now.

I don't need medication - it wouldn't change anything anyway, they're still going to be there.

Thu Jun 25 2009 15:55:13 #
Wombat140
Member

What was it you found? What happened?

I'm worried they're going to control my thoughts again - just like last time and I'm scared of what could happen.

I don't think they will. It wouldn't be worth doing that, just to get back at you - not satellites and things - think how much it would cost! And there would be no use doing it to try and keep their secret, because everyone on here knows it already. So I'm sure you'll be OK.

They are controlling someone right now, well they have been for a few weeks and my nurse has been awesome to listen about that.

Who was it and why? May as well know what the problem is.
Hope things get better soon.
Wombat140

Thu Jun 25 2009 18:02:13 #
DEAD!
Blocked

I don't need reassurance it won't happen - it already did and it explains a lot of things.

I think it's gone way beyond that reason - that doesn't even matter to them anymore.

It doesn't matter what I saw, my nurse didn't feel the same about it and she knows a lot, she's ok.

I can't say who they are controlling on here, but my nurse and psychiatrist know about it.

Thu Jun 25 2009 19:22:28 #
Wombat140
Member

I don't need reassurance it won't happen - it already did and it explains a lot of things.

Explains what things? Be more specific.
Wombat140

Thu Jun 25 2009 19:29:48 #
brennie
Member

Niccola, it seems difficult to advise you when we are only getting half of your story , i'm wondering if you could be a little more specific so that we could all try to understand a little more about your problems that you have been encountering for such a long time .
I would like to help you but i am not sure what to say ! that is because you dont seem to tell us all the details.
Hope your feeling a little better,

Brennie x

Thu Jun 25 2009 23:42:31 #
DEAD!
Blocked

Well that is pretty much all of it - I don't want to mention some of it again though, but what they were making me think, it was so wrong, but I couldn't see it at the time.

My doctor told me something to try, but thinks I should try medication before it gets worse and so we can start with the OCD stuff again.

Nicola

Fri Jun 26 2009 15:54:50 #