i Know this is my second post on this but i am at my witts end i just want to curl up and die its making me very ill , up untill xmas i was a perfectly normal young man with everything to live for even now i am in a loving relationship with my girlfriend who i want to spend the rest of my life but the infection that is hocd is really begining to ruin my life and my soul , im no way in denial as i dont have the urge or attraction to go out and engage in such activities during the summer i fell head over hills in love with my gf and i still really lover her but the thoughts keep coming back , its like its making feel things i dont want and do not desire help !!!!!!!!
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