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There is going to be some big news about HIV/AIDS.
I think this is going to happen in the next few months.

It will be on the news, I'm bringing the message.

I can't say too much yet, because I have people trying to kill me and I need to talk to someone, but soon everyone will know.

Since I have OCD as well - I do understand.

Mon Dec 7 2009 17:45:09 #
Wombat140
Member

Since I have OCD as well - I do understand.

Sorry Nicola, I don't quite get you. What do you understand?

(I won't go into the rest in public, in case it starts a row like last time.)
Best of luck,
Wombat140

Mon Dec 7 2009 20:37:22 #
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Could you elaborate on that message? I get it into my head that if people found out my OCD issue, that people would want to kill me.

Mon Dec 7 2009 20:51:29 #
Wombat140
Member

It's not about her OCD issue, nowhere near it. If you want to have a look through an old thread called "What to Do", that'll tell you roughly what's going on. Oh, and "I get it into my head" is just about the size of it. They wouldn't, and I'm glad if you know that to some extent. Keep telling yourself that.
Wombat140

Mon Dec 7 2009 21:23:39 #
nettlenoo
Member

im confused here

Mon Dec 7 2009 22:36:21 #
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I've been chosen to bring a message.
It's all true.
It's all going to happen soon.

Nicola

Tue Dec 8 2009 11:21:07 #
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Dear Nicola
Just to ask how are you today?

Love
Gladxx

Wed Dec 9 2009 15:28:15 #
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I'm fine
It's good I'll be able to tell everyone soon, well hopefully I will, I know they'll try and stop me.

I just need people to stop lying to me though.

Nicola

Thu Dec 10 2009 11:36:56 #
Wombat140
Member

Sorry Nicola, you've lost me again!
Who's chosen you to bring a message? And who's lying to you about what?
Hope it all works out for you.
Wombat140

Thu Dec 10 2009 17:44:05 #
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Dear Nicola
I have been off the forum for a couple of days.

I am worried that you are still feeling afraid that people may harm you. Is there anything we can do to help?

I will be on the forum sometime this evening and tomorrow evening
Love
Glad
Glad
xxxx

Fri Dec 11 2009 17:13:58 #
DEAD!
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It's been happening for a while, but they haven't done anything yet, just been getting information about me.
Although I did buy something to protect me - I can't take it outside.

Now though it does seem like someone is looking out for me and helping me get some answers. Well if people didn't lie to me.

Soon though I'm sure it will all be out - hopefully I'll get to talk to someone on Monday, because I got told she believes me.

Nicola

Sat Dec 12 2009 12:45:41 #
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Dear Nicola
Have you told anyone you trust about your fears such as your mum or your therapist? It might help you to feel a bit safer. Please keep coming back to the forum and talking about it.
My thoughts are with you
Love
Gladxxx

Sat Dec 12 2009 15:56:48 #
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Yeah my psychologist knows and I did see the early intervention team for a while, so my parents know as well.

I did try and tell the police, but they didn't believe me.

I did get told that the nurse I used to see believes me about it though - so I think I should talk to her about it.

Nicola

Sat Dec 12 2009 16:58:35 #
Truddles
Member

Hi Nicola,
I'm pleased to hear that you've got somebody that you feel you can talk to. I would definitely speak to the nurse if I were you.
In the meantime as Glad said keep using the forum, you know that there is always somebody on the forum to talk to.
Thinking of you
Truddles.

Sat Dec 12 2009 17:17:05 #
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Dear Nicola

I think that talking to your nurse is a really good idea. But I also think that you should talk to your parents and psychologist about it again so that they are aware that you are still worried and scared.

Love
Glad xxx

Sat Dec 12 2009 17:19:53 #
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Thanks,

My psychologist knows everything, she's the only person I can trust totally, we usually look for other reasons - because I know what they think I have.
She even knows things I haven't told her - or anyone.

Other people seem to change, so I don't know if they're really the same.

I'm going to phone the nurse tomorrow morning though and hopefully we can do something.

Nicola

Sun Dec 13 2009 10:31:12 #
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Hi Nicola

Best good wishes for tomorrow. I will be thinking of you and I won't change.
Love
Glad

Sun Dec 13 2009 12:12:13 #
Truddles
Member

Hi Nicola,
I too want to send best wishes for tomorrow and I too wont change.
Let us know how you get on.
Love
Truddles

Sun Dec 13 2009 12:29:41 #
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Dear Nicola, I will also be thinking of you tomorrow.
I won't be using the forum any more, but will obviously be in touch with you!
Love, Tricia xx

Sun Dec 13 2009 15:27:22 #
stevieb
Member

Hello Nicola.

I also want to wish the all the best for tomorrow, and I hope things go really well for you. Please keep us posted about how things work out for you, and let us know if you're feeling scared. We're here to help.

Best wishes,
Steve x

Sun Dec 13 2009 17:03:15 #
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It didn't go so well on the phone, it wasn't how I was expecting it.

I believe what I got told though - so she must be lying for some reason, I think she's coming some time this week with my psychiatrist though.

Nicola

Mon Dec 14 2009 11:57:15 #
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Dear Nicola

Dear Nicola
So sorry to be so late getting back to you -I have been to see my therapist. I'm sorry it did not go too well today. But it will be good if she calls on you this week.

Please keep coming back to the forum to let us know how you are. Please also write to me on my profile.
I am thinking of you
Love
Glad

Mon Dec 14 2009 15:56:55 #
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How did it go with your therapist?
My sessions always go pretty well

My nurse came today with my psychiatrist.
They just think I'm ill - well they think I'm psychotic, but I'm not.

They want me to take meds - before I end up in hospital, but it's not going to happen.

Nicola

Mon Dec 14 2009 17:31:32 #
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It went well with the therapist thanks. I also have a phobia about escalators and I have two conferences to go to in London. So I needed to overcome it. I mastered going up after 4 goes much to my surprise. Next time I have to master going down which is far scarier.

I hate taking medication but I would not have been able to face my fears this time without medication. Seven weeks ago I was so very ill that I could not walk past the inside of my front door without having a panic atack. I also could not open the front door to any callers so I have not been able to order my wine for Xmas yet. With my small dose of medication I can face each of my fears without the fear going up to 10. In fact the fear is about three now - which is great!

Would it not be worth trying medication? It might make you feel a lot better.
I would love to see you well again and going out and enjoying yourself without fear.

My thoughts are with you

Love

Gladxxx
(ps I have put my picture on here so you can see who you are writing to.)

Mon Dec 14 2009 18:12:02 #
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Hi Nicola

I am off to bed now. will contact you again tomorrow.
Sleep well
Love
Gladxx

Mon Dec 14 2009 21:14:07 #
DEAD!
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Hi,

That's really cool
Are you trying going down next time you see your therapist?

I really don't want to take meds though - my psychiatrist is phoning tomorrow to talk about it.
It sucks because my OCD does keep getting better - it's just slow.

My picture is Gerard from MCR

I'll send you a PM

Nicola

Tue Dec 15 2009 13:03:48 #
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Hi Nicola

Yes I am going down next time. I will have to see myself as going down a slow rambling hill and not as walking over a precipice - which is how I see it at present.

The progress with your OCD will speed up if you use medication. I have made more progress than I could ever have dreamed of in the last 7 weeks. And I would not have been able to do this without the medication. Lots of us on this site are on medication and we do not see it as a problem it is no different than taking medication for conditions such as high blood pressure or diabetes.
Don't worry about the fancy titles they give to your illness. I have had my condition called by different titles since I had it. I was also told I could not get better by many of my so-called specilaists. The only thing which matters is to get yourself better as quickly as possible and I am here to help.

Your friend
Gladxx

Tue Dec 15 2009 13:17:25 #
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Hi,

Well I hope it goes well

I have things I think of before or when I'm doing something and that helps a bit.
There's 1 thing I haven't been able to do yet and I really want to because my psychologist asked a couple of weeks ago.

I have thought about meds before - but I just don't take them.

My psychologist did say I probably would have been fine now, if there hadn't been other things, so all the OCD stuff stopped for a while.
Yeah I guess it doesn't matter what they call it - I know how it is.

Thanks

I'll reply later to your pm.

Nicola

Tue Dec 15 2009 17:55:46 #
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Dear Nicola

Good morning. How are you today? A bit better I hope.

It is my mother's birthday today. She would have been 90 if she was still with us. I am going to spend some time looking out of the kitchen window into the garden. This day last year I saw some really unusual birds - gold crests.
We have around 23 different tupes of bird visit at some time or other and a cheeky little squirrel.

Please keep on writing. I am here for you and I will not change
Love
Annexx

Wed Dec 16 2009 9:55:03 #
Truddles
Member

Hi Nicola
Just to say that I'm still thinking of you.
Remember I like Glad am still here for you and I too wont change. Though hopefully I will get a little more cheerful.
Love
Truddles

Wed Dec 16 2009 13:31:43 #