Hello everyone or anyone. I'm new here but I am just seeking advice. I am a huge fan of Michael Jackson and, with several other dedicated fans, am part of a charity called, "Michael Jackson's Legacy," Currently, we are attempting to raise funds to build an orphanage in Liberia which is projected to open by the end of this year. The other beautiful ladies who compose the team are committed to travelling out to Liberia to open it. At present, none of them know about my personal struggles with OCD in any of its forms, (contamination, pure o, etc.) The problem is, I'm so anxious about travelling out there. Given my current state, I'm not sure I would cope too well. However, that mere thought fills me with guilt. Here we are trying to help people who have nothing and I am concerning myself with trite trivialities. It's just making me feel evil. I am currently receiving support form an NHS therapist and am in the early stages of CBT. Any advice would be sincerely appreciated. Thank you in advance for your time.