Hi Wombat
I only had intrusive thoughts with my OCD and never carried out rituals. The sertraline did help to relax me and remove the thoughts. My counsellor said that OCD ruminations and anxiety are closely linked and it all becomes a vicious circle. I think the sertraline made me less anxious which in turn lowered my inclination to have ruminations.
Apparently:-
ANXIETY = RUMINATIONS = PANIC = DEPRESSION
Ithink the awful thoughts we have lead us into a hightened nervous state which leads to a fight or flight response and means we sleep less, cant eat properly and so it spirals. It is important to try and remove the anxiety in your life which will help to diminish the obsessive thoughts.
There is a wonderful book called HOW TO AVOID A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN which is really helpful as it explains the biology of our nervous system and how we work as human beings and it teaches you to break the cycle. Its the best book I have read even though it isnt primarily about OCD.
I once filled in a questionaire about the type of thoughts I have, I filled it in and waited for them to tell me that I was a total fruitcake and was probably a danger to society and needed to be in an institution. They came back saying that every person who had filled in the questionaire 80% without OCD and 20% with had all ticked the same amount of boxes and each one had at some time experienced unwanted thoughts. This begs the question what turns simple unwanted thoughts into full blown OCD and I believe it is the persons sensitivity. I once asked my husband had he ever had bad thoughts he said "all the time but I just ignore them". I think that I found the thoughts to horrific rather than brush the first ones out of my mind I had a nervous response and then began a vicious circle. I have only now got the ability to break this cycle.
Hope this helps
Bordergirl.x
